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this christmas..isnt a happie one..although everyone tried to be as happie as possible..in solemn moments..everyone is dwelling on somethings..their xin shi..the saying is rite..tat no matter how u hide..how u run..u can nv run away from them..this christmas..holds the truth in many things tat are all revealed..this christmas..left mani in despair..this christmas..made mani upset..for mi..he chang bu shi?..juz tat..ive not known the truth..or perhaps..i knew it long ago..but refused to face it..haiz..mi..i think..im the most bu zhang jing de ba..walking in circles..haiz..can time realli wash everything away?i realli dunno wad guyz think in their minds..when i think tat they still have feeling for the gals..but..wad they r doing are destroying the gals' hearts..sometimes in life ppl tend to avoid stuffs..but for how long are they gg to avoid..reminds mi of a song..yang cheng ling..zhi xiang ai ni..abt a gal who chose to love a guy..but itz up to the guy to love her or to avoid the matter..guyz..i dunno wad they r doing..n i think i will nv understand..guyz..i wonder if they know..gals can be very determined..but..they r also very cui ruo..
for mi..i don wanna ask le..n don wanna speculate anymore..yes maybe itz the truth tat is presenting itself to mi..but y do i have a feeling tat itz not..m i lying to miself..?i once said before..i'll follow mi feelings..yep..i think i still will..coz..ive learnt le..no point not following it..coz i'll move with hesitance in every step..in the end i'll regret..i don wan it to be this way....i don wanna regret....
